To Devour

Love, come back to me. 

My heart says it should be. 

My soul speaks for us constantly. 

Even when I want to smother this

Suffocate & get on without you.

Freedom is right there and beyond

The phantom of the future way out

So much in the brake of dawn

The ambient airs,and dust call for me

Eyes,hands,names,gifts of o' others- 

Tempt my lonely pale needs-

But my lungs will not budge.

These bones do not crumble

My fists will not cease!

My tongue needs to taste..

My teeth cringe for desire

My veins glow a brilliance

Air,power,glory,truth,purpose-

Travel through my breast

O' beauty flying through my flesh

Blessed the sights I have seen

My mind needs to think and question-

My mind needs a harmonious war to fight-

Blessed the dreams I've dreamt

The fragrances of the scenes 

I could capture it all in my palm

Hold it so hard my tender charm

I need the sent I remembered 

Dear I hold this so tightly

No one will break the stride

Dear I fantasize your sight

Merely the most faded image

I settle for the faintest vision..

My blood is petrifying solid

I've grown to a stone in a grave

A dull decadent drear plain

All the life killed in the garden

This ill state can't be repressed!

I will not rest, I heavily roar again!

I will not sleep, I repeat my aims

My heart beats 6 beats,7,8,9,10 fast

I cannot pardon and lie, lie, lie, lie

My thoughts are putrid, rotting vice 

I never thought vice could live within-

Lover feel,lover hear,lover speak

Lover come,lover taste,lover need

Lover please,lover see, love me

My damned, fast beating heart says "should Be!"

I want you sensually,passionately,embracing

I want your body, that hot friction to devour 

I want to kiss the hollows of your beautiful smile

Daze into your volcanic eyes forever and not think

Even when I constantly want to smother these things..

Even when I want it to go away and never return

I never do, I want it to go away-

I am suffocating without you.

And choking for my life to return.

O' beauty flying through my flesh

I will be solid as a statue, & reposed as the dead-

Until you come to save me til I bloom again.

Come please-